the struggle is real

the yaoi struggle, that is.

or more accurately, the yaoi ships (well, the gay ships. this entire scenario would happen for anything yuri as well)

i am a crazy ereri fan (but i also do like eremika and levimika and ererimika...XD those three, man)
dont get me started on free
and i read a yaoi today called ten count, and i love it. its really cute and a comfortable pace and kind of sad all at the same time. 
but i cant scream the pairings and my now love for this stuff anywhere else, because my family might see (they either dont know about dA or they dont look) and i dont know what their reaction would be
it wouldnt be pleasant, i know that for sure
i already got a weird look from my mom when my brother told my mom that my favorite character in a tv show was the gay guy (well he did say it in a weird way, and i 'cleared it up' but there was still a look)
orphan black, btw. look that shit up its fantastic
i cant go on facebook and show my true feels just in case my cousins (that are kind of...homophobic) find out what they are... and its annoying and gahh sorry for this rant