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instead of writing my paper

im listening to these two kpop songs

that are literally about a girl losing her virginity 

and the other one is possibly about domestic abuse/rape
















ga in gives me life okay
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weLL THEN

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i apparently am the straight flame


that attracts all the thirsty as fuck, 23 year old lesbian moths.









thats all. 
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the yaoi struggle, that is.

or more accurately, the yaoi ships (well, the gay ships. this entire scenario would happen for anything yuri as well)

i am a crazy ereri fan (but i also do like eremika and levimika and ererimika...XD those three, man)
dont get me started on free
and i read a yaoi today called ten count, and i love it. its really cute and a comfortable pace and kind of sad all at the same time. 
but i cant scream the pairings and my now love for this stuff anywhere else, because my family might see (they either dont know about dA or they dont look) and i dont know what their reaction would be
it wouldnt be pleasant, i know that for sure
i already got a weird look from my mom when my brother told my mom that my favorite character in a tv show was the gay guy (well he did say it in a weird way, and i 'cleared it up' but there was still a look)
orphan black, btw. look that shit up its fantastic
i cant go on facebook and show my true feels just in case my cousins (that are kind of...homophobic) find out what they are... and its annoying and gahh sorry for this rant 
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my back hurts like a mother. for a while now.

at first it was just knotted muscles, like the ones you get when you are on a bed that isnt good for your back

BUT THEN ALLA SUDDEN I KEPT FEELING THIS PAIN IN THE CENTER OF MY BACK

LIKE IN MY SPINE



i tell my mom, and show her where it hurts, and shes all "hmmm that looks like THAT spot"

and im all "woah there momma WHAT spot?"

APPARENT-FUCKING-LY  i got a LP when i was born for some reason. i forgot



WHICH IS JUST FUCKING HILARIOUS, BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE A NEEDLE STUCK IN MY SPINE. CONTINUOUSLY.

AND IT WONT GO AWAY

HELP IT HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTS
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i got this fantabulous offer for 2 people to go to a salon and get the works done (facial, massage, mani, haircut, etc) 
for only $50! 
the original offer was 1 for $70, as all the stuff they can do is worth $400+. 

She really kept on marking it down. 

AND I TURNED IT DOWN

 I HATE MYSELF 

GOD WHY AM I SO DAMN LEVELHEADED

 LIKE UGHHHH.


dont mind my rant its just my self analyzing/criticizing virgo-ness rearing its ugly head.
 i mean come on, i hate myself for a GOOD quality in a person? wow im dumb...
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